Camelia

In Javanese tradition, people that has already passed away would stay 40 days before leaving the earth.  I don’t actually  believe this, but it’s a nice way of thought that someone you close with stay close to you for sometime after passed away.

For sometime after my close friend passed away, I feel that he’s still around with certain signs.  Sometimes, I feel like he’s far away, but there’s time when I feel that he stay close to me especially when I feel down.

Nobody knows what’s life after death as some friends of mine said. I hold on to the belief that human soul return to the Creator.

In memory of your 40 days departure friend, I’d like to say again …. Farewell.  Hopefully you have a nice life up there …. With angels surround, no illness and no burden … where joy flooded in every corner … as you are now united with the Owner of soul, the Creator of heaven and earth …. The Almighty God you served along your life … An everlasting life in heaven

 

I wanna say farewell ….I’m sorry for whatever I did that hurt you …

 

And Thank you … For every beautiful time we shared together for the last seven years… It has been so meaningful … I really really appreciate your attendance, attention and willingness to help me

 

As for now, I know that you must be very happy meeting your creator … A rest that you need after long time of suffering with those troubles … Troubles that was not created by you but you had to bear the burden too

 

So again … Thank you … For those beautiful days … and for the last day together … May your days now filled with happiness only …

 

I’ll be ok and will try hard to be ok …   As the song you kept on listen while you were with me:

 

Lonely, the path you have chosen … restless world no turning back … One day you will find your light again, don’t you know … don’t let go, be strong

 

Follow your heart, let your love lead through the darkness, Back to a place you once knew, I believe, I believe, I believe in you

 

Follow your dreams, be yourself an angel of kindness, There’s nothing that you cannot do … I believe, I believe, I believe in you

 

Rest in peace   Only happiness in your days now and ever