Camelia

Time to Retreat

Trying to escape from the same mistake, but sometimes I just couldn’t help to resist.

I should stop myself, and I should have someone near me to stop me doing bad things

Even though I won’t really disturb other, it affects my feeling badly

Trying to be honest, but sometimes my surrounding make it not easy for me ..

I have to hide, hide behind the mask, ideal mask which created by people

Hardly reveal the real me to public as it will wreck the harmony

So in silent, I keep it … reveal it only to significant person in my life, to my close circle

Even I reveal the contrast self, someone which I hardly known as me

Trying to demolish the feeling …even to kill my desire