Camelia

I've been to this waterfall several times in the past, and yesterday I went there with my church friend, my family and my boyfriend. This place has been a very memorable place for me.
Located at the Salak mountain, this nature beauty place easily reach by public transportation from Bogor, West Java.
Ther are several waterfalls in this place, and to get to the highest which has the highest waterfall also in this place, we have to work hard. Probably for people who lack of exercise will suffer lots of difficulties to climb up to the highest waterfall. Well, even though my age is not really young this time, I can still reach that waterfall and swim in a very cold, clean yet so refreshing water in the small pool under the waterfall. This is the nature spa.
Living in Jakarta since I was born, make me so greatfull that God created such place like this. Totally clean from pollution, fresh air, and its beuaty.
This place is also a good place to make reflection of your self. Learn from the water, learn from the trees, learn from colourful rocks at the river, learn in their silent language ... and you'll find some new spirit and refreshed soul when you're back to the crowded poluted city Jakarta.

Sometimes life make us do what we don't want to do. That will teach us to see whether we truly dislike it, or we were wrong about it. Do we have a good reason for dislike something or it just only unlogical subjectivity. That makes us wiser and confirm about decision & judgement that we take. and .... we bocome more and more MATURE.
(Oktamandjaya Wiguna)

I rarely have myself in an uncertainty condition. But these days, I seem to find myself trap in it. Well, probably trap is not the perfect word, actually, it was my own decision. But several times I doubt whether I took a correct decision. In such condition like this, my boy friend said to me that he doesn't care whether I have took a wrong or right decision. He said that he'll always be there for me. It's nice to know that in the world full of things that change so fast, I still have people that I love and care who'll always stand beside me for all the way I choose.
Moreover, I have GREAT God that will walk with me all the way.

After two years working in Yamuger, this year I'm going to move to another office and a total different kind of work. But I have a believe that it will help me to have better achievement and experiences.
Beside, while working in that office, I still can go on with my study plan.
Honestly, I'm a little bit afraid of moving. Not afraid of the new work but such simple feeling as "sad of losing my friends", whether I'm going to adapt well there, or whether I'm going to have time for my family and the next study.
Last Friday, I went to my campus to meet one of my lecturer. He gave me lots of advice concerning my plan to study. I met other lecturers as well and support me to keep on studying. They gave me great support.
Well, this week, I really wanna go to the waterfall .... I really want to be alone ... really, madly want to think again and again about my future.