Camelia

Last Friday, I joined a talk show about career planning for tenagee. I was there as a liturgost, but I actively listen to the program.
From all the speaker, I notice that one of the speaker, who work as an IT at a legal assistant company deliver the most systematic and practical guidance. The last sentence of him was very good to remember " work you love and love your work".
After received as a postgraduate student at UI, I think I have to consider again about my work now. Wish to have a good counsellor to talk with about this. Someone who's really objective and have a broad knowledge and point of view.

Honestly, I don’t like waiting. If you’re waiting for a person to come, sometimes you can anticipate by doing other constuctive things while waiting. But, I don’t like being in an uncertain situation. This uncertain situation can be waiting for someone’s promise, or a news that will influence your entire life.
There are sevaral things I have to wait for weeks and even months lately. Firstly, a promise of one of my closest person who suppose to tell someone else about a certain condition. By delaying this work, he made me be in an uncertain situation.
Secondly, I have a big project that has to run quickly. But again and again, I have to wait for the same person to do something so it can work. Thirdly, I have to wait for a news that will affect me of what to do with my education plan. Fourtly, I have to wait for the result of selection test announcement of post graduate program that I plan to take.
The first and second condition reminds me of what my best friend said about me. I suppose to be alone. Because that way, I can be very productive and able to go faster compare if I’m depend to someone else. I disagree with his opinion.
The third and fourth, I have no choice instead of waiting and just waiting.
I learn something from my situation this month : PATIENT. This word is easily said but hard to do. The key to this attitude is practicing. Practicing to be patient and patient and patient, even when it hurts.

Almost the whole night I keep wondering whether I can found true love.
So I sent two sms to two advisors of mine and ask them whether they believe in true love. Both answer my Q, but one of them didn't give relevant answer. Here is the sms of my friend who lives in Australia :
"It's not easy to judge whether a love is the true one or not. Tp buat gw, true love itu adalah dimana kita tidak lg memikirkan 'what did i get?' melainkan 'sudah sepenuhnyakah saya mencintai dia?'
I keep thinking of that answer almost the whole day today, and make me hardly concentrate on my work. Till I start to find out that it's true.

I like this movie so much that I wacthed it twice. I wonder whether someone like this movie as much as I do. I like almost all the song, especially the melody of "Think of Me" and "Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again".
While the lyrics of the song here that I like so much are "Music of the Night" and "All I Ask of You".

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As for me, life is a life time school for studying new things, exploring every its detail so you can be wiser and wiser. Never in my life, I think to publish my personal life in such blog like this, but then I know, that I can just remain unknown while I can share things in my life here. If there's no one open this blog, at least, I can open it regularly, make past life experience as a good mirror to make such important decision.